Monday, July 30, 2012

Coming Home: Spoiler Alert


I am a HUGE fan of Karen Kingsbury! I have read all of The Baxter books and Bailey Flanigan along with the others like UnlockedLike Dandelion DustEvery Now & Then, etc. No book has ever been a let down for me. 

Unfortunately, I cannot say the same for the final book of The Baxter Family: Coming Home: A Story of Undying Hope. I waited several weeks before I actually purchased the book, and was so excited to read it!! I started it one afternoon and stayed up until midnight because I couldn't put it down, that's just how good her books are. But around Chapter 8, I was totally bummed. Erin, John Baxter's youngest daughter, and the rest of her family including: husband Sam, and daughters Clarissa, Chloe, Heidi Jo, and Amy Elizabeth were only minutes away from being with her family for John's 70th surprise birthday party. They came to stand still traffic when they realized they would be late for the party. Erin picks her cell phone up to call her sister Ashley when Sam cried out for God to be with them. The driver of an 18 wheeler fell asleep at the wheel and crashed into the families vehicle without ever hitting the breaks, he was killed instantly. The entire family was rushed to the hospital. 

John knew something was going on, he had a feeling his family had gathered for a surprise party. But when he drove up to Ashley's house, he received a phone call that he needed to get to the hospital as soon as possible because his daughter and her family were in a terrible accident and it wasn't looking good. John, along side his 2nd wife, Elaine go inside to see the family. When entering he counted 5 out of 6 of his children, thinking it was a mistake about the phone call, because he knew there was no way Erin could make it to Indiana from Texas, he had just spoke to her the day before. When his 1st son, Dayne, spoke up and told him that Erin was on her way, she was running late for the party. The family gathered in a circle for prayer, John & Elaine, Dayne & Katie, Brooke & Peter, Kari & Ryan, Ashley & Landon, and Luke & Reagan. Everyone was accounted for, all the grand children, accept Erin & her family. 

I was so upset about this book. This is the FINAL book of The Baxter Family, and this is how KK ends it? WHAT!?! I am bummed. 

When they get to the hospital they find that Sam & Erin are both in extreme critical condition and in surgery. Clarissa & Heidi Jo are on life support with possible brain damage, Amy Elizabeth suffered a broken arm, minimum head trauma, and some internal bleeding. Chloe, unfortunately, has already passed away. Eventually, after several chapters pass, Sam, Clarissa and Heidi Jo pass and join sweet Chloe in Heaven. Erin is hanging on by a thread. 

What I forgot to mention about these daughters, is that they are all 4 adopted. Clarissa, Chloe and Amy Elizabeth all from the same birth mother, who was in prison for murder and also tried to sell her daughters for drugs. Sam & Erin have had an open adoption for almost 10 years, and never once her from the biological mother, Candy. Now that Candy is out of prison, she is showing sudden interest in the girls. But Erin has a feeling from the very beginning that Candy only wants money. After she hears of the wreck, and realizes that Sam has already died, and it's not looking likely that Erin will live, she wants custody of Amy Elizabeth. Her head is thinking $$$$, she realizes they probably have life insurance, and whoever gets the child, gets the cash. 

Erin fights as long as she can, but eventually, she joins the rest of her family and goes to be with Jesus. The funeral of 5 was something the Baxter family never thought they would have to do. The Baxter family, was ready to fight to keep Amy Elizabeth in there life. 

Luke, the youngest Baxter, also a lawyer and Ashley fly to Texas for the hearing concerning the custody of Amy Elizabeth. The judge is starting to look like she is giving favor to give Amy to Candy. Luke finds in Erin's cell phone a text to the case manager that she has proof that Candy has other motives, but they have NO actual proof. They have a 10 minute recess to get it together and see if they can figure it out. 

This is where I'm going to leave you hanging. Who got custody? Will Amy Elizabeth end up with her crack head/murder birth mother? Will she end up in an orphanage? Will someone in the Baxter family adopt her? As much as I was disappointed with the outcome of this book, I encourage everyone to read it. KK is one of the most inspiration Christian Fictional authors. I will support her no matter if I didn't like the ending of one of her books! Find out how it ends! I posted links to wear you can order it off of Amazon. But, if you are reading this, and live in Monroeville, please get it from Our Time Christian Bookstore! I'm all about supporting locally! 

Also, if you have never ready any of the Baxter books, I suggest you start from the beginning. Read Coming Home LAST! I will post the order of the books below! I may have some or most of them, so if interested, I'm willing to let you borrow. :) 

Redemption Series:
  • Redemption
  • Remember
  • Return
  • Rejoice
  • Reunion
First Born Series:
  • Fame
  • Forgiven
  • Found
  • Family
  • Forever
Sunrise Series:
  • Sunrise
  • Summer
  • Someday
  • Sunset
Above the Line Series:
  • Take One
  • Take Two
  • Take Three
  • Take Four 
Bailey Flanigan Series:
  • Leaving
  • Learning
  • Longing
  • Loving 
The final book of this whole series is of course:

COMING HOME 

See ya, 1st Trimester! Hellooooo, 2nd!!

13 Weeks-2nd Trimester
July 30, 2012

WOW! This first trimester has flown by! Our countdown is now at 27 weeks left!

I have lost a total of 11 pounds. I am not complaining but ready for a steady appetite to be back! I haven't eaten a full meal in almost 8 weeks. I went about 2 weeks with no morning sickness and nausea but it started back last week. :( I have learned that when I feel sick, I need to eat! It helps some. Crackers before I get out of the bed quit working weeks ago! The nausea usually doesn't last long but my appetite is still not back. I know I will be grateful for a few pounds lost in the long run!

Since our church seems to be in a BABY BOOM, and I am one of the last, I have been blessed to receive some maternity hand me downs! I am in a very awkward stage of my clothes. Shirts feel way too tight and do not feel right on me at all, which makes me want to wear nothing but t-shirts! (I don't have any maternity summer shirts! All long-sleeved or sweaters!) I have a few dresses that will work for a while for Sunday's, and I think I have plenty of dress pants for Sunday as well! I'm thinking i'm just going to purchase several pair of larger sweat pants for the winter!

Sleep is coming easier at night. Especially since I am no longer sick with that AWFUL cold! Occasionally I will have to get up to potty during the night, and when that happens it is at 1:44 AM, like clockwork! I find myself worn out by 2:00 in the afternoon. Maybe because I have more energy and am wearing myself out in the mornings?

I am welcoming this 2nd trimester with open arms!

Monday, July 23, 2012

Seven Sling

I should have posted this under my 12 week update but I forgot! I am SO excited about my purchase as a Mommy! I've been buying Bekah things for months, but it's so different this time. My cousin Jennifer (from Ohio, Hey Jen!) sent me a promo code for a sling. She had no idea that I've been wanting one and looking for one at a decent price. I was thrilled when I only had to pay shipping (and size insurance!) So, for you expecting Momma's, check out this website. I have no clue how long this promo is running, but I typed in fun812, and what would have been $60, I paid $15.40. I'm still waiting for it to come in, should be any day now! I also ordered one for my best friend who is expecting too! We are both anxious for them to get here! Great gift ideas! Here is a picture of mine!


12 Weeks



12 Weeks

July 23, 2012

Baby Size: The size of a peach! (3 inches long, 1 ounce!)

Countdown: 28 Weeks

Weight Gain: I've gained 1 pound since last week. So I'm still down to -9.

Maternity Clothes: My regular clothes are definitely getting tighter. I haven't been wearing many maternity clothes, but it won't be long. 

Stretch Marks: no comment :|

Sleep: Sleep at night is tough right now. I've had a bad cold, and it's hard to breathe at night. No naps, although I haven't gotten all of my energy back. I do rest more. 

Best Moment this week: My Momma's birthday party! :) 

Food Cravings: Peanut M&M's..and Coca-Cola :) I'm trying to limit myself and not have so much caffeine. So, I need to make those cokes de-caf! 

Symptoms: I haven't had morning sickness in over 2 weeks! (yeah!) I've had this awful cold for over a week, boo! 

What I Miss: Being able to breathe!

What I'm Looking Forward To: My next doctor's appointment! Not until August 9th though. 

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Bucket List

I've been putting this off for a while. But Pinterest has got me thinking... They have these pictures you can pin to a board for your "Bucket List". I've always wanted to make one, and they have some pretty awesome ideas! I saved a few to my computer instead of my board, not sure why...

Anyways, I tried to pick the ones that I thought could actually happen, and some I have actually done! (woo-hoo!) So, here are a few :)


This seems a little far fetched, but I think it could definitely happen. Maybe one day, when our kids are teenagers we can pull this off. I'd love to see a Mary Poppins on Broadway! (A girl can dream, right?)

This could happen, I don't know when, but maybe...

Josh has always wanted to visit Alaska, especially when his brother lived there. I wouldn't mind going on a cruise to Alaska! 

How cool is this? Maybe on the day I post my 100th blog post, I'll let go of 100 balloons at one time. I'll take pictures of course! :) 

If I had to pick my dream vacation, it would definitely be Australia. 

I've always wanted to love running. I try, I really do! I just have a hard time sticking to it. So, I'm hoping after Baby Lowery comes I can start (back). Okay, I'll just start. ;) 

 See above. :) 

How fun!?! 

When Josh and I went on our honeymoon to Jamaica there was a place down the road to go zip lining, and I wanted to go so bad! But it just didn't work out. Maybe one day...

I know some sign language from my drama team days but I'd love to know it fluently. 

 Well, of course! That is always my prayer.

:) 

For real...

yeah! 


 Also another prayer! 










11 Weeks


11 Weeks
July 18, 2012

I was 11 weeks Monday, and I've been posting on Monday's but it has been a busy week! The countdown is on: 28 weeks!! The baby is now the size of a large plum (2.5 inches, .5 ounces)
When I went to the doctor last Thursday I was told I had lost 7 pounds according to there scale, which was pretty accurate with mine. As of Sunday, I have lost 10. (oops!) I wore maternity dress pants the other night, ha! My regular ones wouldn't quite button, so I figured, why not? I'm still amazed at how my clothes are getting tighter but yet I'm losing weight. Very strange! I've actually had a few stretch marks and I'm about to freak out! My next investment is tummy butter, lots and lots of it!!

I have had a terrible cold this week, and to say it's kicking my behind would be an understatement. I thought I was dying, but I'm also a little over-dramatic (me? nahhh!) I'm starting to feel a little better though. All of my daycare babies have it as well, so it's pretty miserable at my house during the days. I haven't been sleeping well at night because of the cold. Saturday & Sunday night I was up every hour coughing and just trying to breathe. Monday night I only got up a few times, which I was okay with compared to previous nights. Last night, was MUCH better! Although, I did have to get up to potty. (Which is becoming more frequently!) As in at least every hour! I'm going often, I have stopped having anything to drink after 7 PM, hoping that will help my nightly trips!

The best moment this week? DEFINITELY getting to hear our babies heartbeat! I got pretty nervous right before, because I was in the room alone. I thought Mom was going to make it back over before but Bekah's appointment ran over. So I kinda freaked myself out..but Dr. Carpenter came in and of course made me feel better and found the heartbeat almost immediately! I'm looking forward to my next appointment (August 9th) where we get to have an ultra sound! And Josh will be with me for this one! :)

Thursday, July 12, 2012

10 Weeks


10 Weeks
July 10, 2012

How far along? 10 weeks

Baby Size: The size of a lime! (2 inches, .3 ounces) I'm fascinated by this. It seems like it was just a few days ago it was a blueberry!

Countdown: 29 Weeks 6 Days

Weight Gain: I am still down 7 pounds, but my appetite is slowly coming back...so I may see those 7 again soon...

Maternity Clothes: It's not quite time yet...I did have to "rubber band" my jeans the other night, more for comfort though :) 

Stretch Marks: none...

Sleep: I haven't taken as many naps lately, I'm finally starting to get some energy throughout the day. Still sleeping fine at night, not as many trips to potty at night either :) 

Best Moment this week: Hmm...nothing really big so far, I go to the doctor on Thursday, and hopefully will hear the heartbeat! :) 

Food Cravings: None really, my appetite is slowly coming back! 

Symptoms: Still some nausea, it's getting a little better! 2nd Trimester in 2 weeks, hopefully it will pass by then! :) 

What I Miss: Nothing really. 

What I'm Looking Forward To: My doctor's appointment Thursday!


















9 Weeks


9 Weeks
July 2, 2012

How far along? 9 weeks

Baby Size: A Prune 

Weight Gain: Negative 7

Maternity Clothes: Just the few hand me downs I bought, but still not ready to wear them

Stretch Marks: none

Sleep: I've had NO trouble sleeping except for one night last week. I've had bronchitis so when I woke up EARLY Thursday morning in a coughing fit I just stayed awake, because sweet Bekah would be born that day and I was just too excited! 

Best Moment this week: Rebekah Elaine Adair was born June 28th at 4:30 PM, 8 pounds 19 inches, and I got to hear her VERY FIRST cry!! :) It was so amazing, I love her already!

Food Cravings: None. Just happy to be able to eat anything without getting sick! 

Symptoms: That bad cough and fever last week was bronchitis. Luckily, the doctor called me in an antibiotic and it has worked miracles! Still some nausea, my "morning" sickness is now at night! 

What I Miss: I'm still really tired throughout the day and I'd love to be able to eat without feeling awful, but it's nothing I can't handle!

What I'm Looking Forward To: An easy work week ;) 

8 Weeks


8 Weeks
June 25, 2012

How far along? 8 Weeks

Baby Size: a green olive 

Weight Gain: Still at -4 pounds

Maternity Clothes: I've bought some hand me downs, but no need in wearing them yet. 

Stretch Marks: none

Sleep: Still taking a little nap during the day. No problem sleeping at night, except for this awful cough! 

Best Moment this week: We told the rest of our family and our close friends this week! That was exciting to see there reactions! 

Food Cravings: None. Food is not very appealing at this point. 

Symptoms: Extreme nausea! I've gotten "sick" once. I've had a low grade fever and a really bad cough the last few days. 

What I Miss: Feeling good. It's been a few days where I felt myself all day, but it's okay. :) 

What I'm Looking Forward To: This week? The birth of my niece Rebekah Elaine Adair! She will be born on Thursday! (or Friday) but we hope Thursday! :) 

7 Weeks

7 Weeks
June 20, 2012

How far along? 7 weeks

How long have you known? June 7th

Baby Size: One app tells me a blueberry, another a rasberry :)

Weight Gain: I've lost 4 pounds!

Maternity Clothes: none

Stretch Marks: none

Sleep: I can't seem to sleep enough! Tired all the time, and constantly looking for even 15 minute window of my day where I can rest. Usually asleep by 9:30 every night.

Best Moment this week: It's getting harder not to tell the rest of our family and friends about the baby. So usually the best moments are when I can talk openly about it with the one's who already know!

Food Cravings: None really. A big food turn off is scrambled eggs. 

Symptoms: Pretty nauseated in the mornings, no vomiting but a lot of gagging (especially when brushing my teeth in the morning!) Usually by 5 PM I'm starving!

What I Miss: Nothing so far :) Okay, maybe feeling better in the morning.. But it's definitely worth it! 

What I'm Looking Forward To: We have already had our first prenatal appointment and it was very exciting! Josh was able to go with me as well! I'm looking forward to our next appointment on July 12th! I'm also looking forward to telling the rest of our family and friends on Monday! (And actually POSTING this blog!) 

Psalms 126:3

I have avoided blogging for well over a month now. Not because I didn't have anything to write about, because I certainly have! But, I needed to post pone this blog for a while because we (Josh and I) just weren't ready to spill our news. Some of you have heard......

We're expecting a little bundle of joy! Bekah is going to have a cousin!



(We tried to get a picture of Bekah in the onsie but she was a little fussy and wanted to keep her hands to herself!)

Words cannot express how thrilled we are! I went to my 2nd prenatal doctors appointment today. And everything was right on track! We heard the heart beat and I am now 10 weeks and 3 days. Due February 2013!

A few weeks ago I started writing weekly blogs on my pregnancy. More for my own sake than for anyone else. I just wanted a way to keep track of how I feel weekly and all of the changes. So, you may see a button at the top of this blog labeled "Psalms 126:3". It will be all of my weekly post!

I ran across some scripture on Pinterest a few weeks ago, and I thought it fit how we are feeling perfectly! I'm thinking I may have to get Michelle to paint this verse to put in the baby's room!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Bekah, from Aunt Whitney's point of view...

I uploaded these pictures all at one time, so they are completely out of order and out of sequence in what the day held! But, I wanted to share about that sweet Bekah Boo!

This is pretty long...get ready!

Let me back up a bit....

Monday, June 25, 2012: 
Who would have guessed? I wake up with a TERRIBLE cough! I start getting worried, thinking if I'm sick, I can't go to the hospital to welcome this baby in the world! I quickly start on cough medicine! 

Tuesday, June 26, 2012 (7:00 PM):
The cough is to the point that my stomach, chest and throat hurts. My temp has reached 101.7, and Aunt Whitney is FREAKING out! I called my Mom crying, NOT believing that this is happening. I have been taking Tylenol as often as possible with the cough medicine. Mom tells me to calm down (yeah right!) that if I continue to take my meds, my temp and cough will go away. Yeah...okay.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012:
Okay, I wake up with no fever. Yeah! But to be cautious, I go ahead with the Tylenol and cough medicine. This is the day Michelle goes to see Dr. Carpenter to see if this is the day she will be admitted to the hospital! My fever is gone all day, without Tylenol (except at 6:30 AM). However, the cough is still bad. And when I say bad, I mean I can't even speak without hacking up a lung. It was that bad. Mom rode with Michelle and Brian to the doctor that afternoon, and while waiting to be seen, my mom used her SUPER MOM skills and went and spoke with the nurse and requested an antibiotic for her overly dramatic middle child! Yeah! :) They also said as long as I didn't have fever over 101 for 24 hours I should be fine to be at the hospital, especially since I would be on an antibiotic. My first errand when I got off work? The pharmacy. I was so sick of being sick, I couldn't wait to get the meds in my system! Josh insisted that I stay home from church on Wednesday night. I am so not the type to just skip church, I rarely miss, but he had a very good reason. I had a ton to do...pack, run to the grocery store, pharmacy, visit Grandy (who was in the hospital at the time as well), and my husband knows me so well. If I don't get my rest, I will get sick. So the fact that I was already sick and had so much to do, he knew I'd never make it to bed at a decent hour if I went to church. I know, it's probably just an excuse to some, but it was probably the best thing anyways. I was able to get everything done, and have the house half way decent before I climbed into bed at 9:00 all medicated! (I planned on sleeping good!) Ha, good joke. 

Thursday, June 28, 2012: (Happy Birthday, Rebekah Elaine Adair!)
2:30 AM-I wake myself up in a coughing fit. Like, a bad coughing fit. I gasp for air as I sit up and realize I am okay. I reach for the glass of water I could have sworn I put on my night stand the night before. I get up and find it in the bathroom, um okay? I check the time and do the math, yep, I can take some more cough meds! I finish off this glass of water and fix another to keep by my bed, just in case. Because I had full intention to drift back asleep. I just knew that as soon as my head hit the pillow I'd be dreaming. Hahahaha. Okay, I toss, turn, cough, hack for over an hour. I reach over around 3:30 AM for my phone. I pull the cover over my head to keep the light from waking up Josh (who was awake the entire time, because my coughing was so loud!). I pull up Facebook and Brian had posted "3 minutes ago"...It won't be long now. I just thought I was awake before! He had me scared for a second like I was missing something, so of course I go check my recent calls and text messages before I comment. Nothing. So I pull FB back up and refreshed the page. Jennifer Elizabath Kircharr likes this status. Ha! Jenn is up at 3:30 AM too! I text her for a few minutes before I pull myself out of bed. I'm wide awake by this time, even though my coughing has calmed down some. I walk in the kitchen and realize there are a few dishes in the sink and the dishwasher is full. So, I empty it and fill it back up, then fold the clothes that are in the dryer. I'm up, come on? What else is there to do? I take a shower in the guest bathroom, in hopes of not waking Josh (HAHAHAHA!) Bless his heart, when he "woke up" at 4:45 AM to get ready for work he tells me I wasn't nearly as quiet as I thought I was. Oops. 

I'm ready now. I fixed Josh breakfast, his lunch is packed. I'm dressed, my house is clean, my overnight bag and day bag is packed and ready to go! Jenn is dressed and ready as well. So, let's go, right? Ugh! Of all days, we are waiting on DAD! Who is usually rushing us! Our original plan was to leave at 6:30, we finally get Dad in gear, and leave by 6. We know we aren't going to miss anything, they had not even seen the doctor or started the induction. I really think it was a sister thing. I don't know about Jenn. But I was just anxious to get to Michelle. I wanted to be with her, I didn't want to miss anything about this day. This was a huge day for our family and I wanted my sister. 

7:30 AM-We arrive at the hospital, anxious and excited! We get to Michelle, Brian and Mom. Mom and Dad go find breakfast. Brian sticks around for a few minutes but finally looks at Michelle and says "You have your sisters now, I'm going for a walk.." AKA: These walls are closing in on me, if I don't get out for a few minutes I'll go crazy!" Jenn and I were okay with this. We needed these few minutes to soak in what was going on. These were our final hours as sisters without children. A bitter sweet moment that we will never take for granted. At the time, I never thought of it as that, but it was nice. Just us three. We might fight, argue and disagree. But we have a bond that even our parents don't understand. No one gets our sense of humor quite like each other. We can be ourselves around each other more than we can anyone else, that is including Brian and Josh. And at this moment, I am glad I never had brothers, other than Brian of course....

The rest of the day goes by in a blur. Family and friends are coming in and out, eating, tears and 
A LOT of excitement. I need to back up a second...

The doctor started the pitocin around 6:30 AM. At lunch, we had no progress. He said at lunch if there was no change, they would talk about a c-section. So around 3:30 PM, he comes to check on Michelle again, unfortunately, no change. He suggest a c-section, because after hours of contractions and no dilation, there is no point in letting her go more hours of labor, if she can only dilate half a cm in 10 hours, Bekah just isn't ready. Brian asks "So, how long will it take?" Dr. Carpenter says, "We will have a baby in about 30 minutes!" Brian's face goes pale, and we are running around like crazy, making sure everyone knows, handing out call lists, and a last minute trip to the car for Bekah's diaper bag! 
Tony gathers all of the family and friends that were at the hospital together for prayer as we lift up a safe delivery of this sweet precious girl! It was a moment that I will never forget, as "Amen's" echoed across the room, I lifted my head to see not a dry eye. 
We were so surprised that more than one person could go in for the section, THREE could go in! So, here we go! Brian, Mom and myself are scrubbing in! I was so excited. I wasn't nervous, anxious or even scared. I was about to meet my first niece by blood. My sisters baby. 

Rebekah Elaine Adair 8 pounds 19 inches, 4:30 PM.
That's when I heard the sweetest cry. I remember making a comment under one of her pictures on Facebook soon after she was born, "Love at first cry..." and someone added "...and yours too!" How true that was! Tears streamed down my face as I laid eyes on that sweet thing. The first grandchild on both Michelle & Brian's side, and the first niece as well. I really can't describe the feeling when I heard that cry. It was the sweetest I have ever heard. I feel like I'm babbling now, but that's okay..I'm babbling out of LOVE! 

It was hard to leave her that night, but we got to enjoy her ALL day on Friday and Saturday, and most of the day Sunday! I've only not seen her 2 days since she was born, but I promise, those were 2 hard days. 

I'm so proud of Michelle. She did an amazing job and Bekah is so beautiful! (and I'm not just saying that because everyone says she looks like her Aunt Whitney!) She is already starting to get her own personality. We're pretty sure she will have her Daddy's, unless she hangs out with her Momma and Aunt's a while. We might corrupt her. 

This little girl has changed our lives, in a good way of course! 















Hamburger Macaroni Casserole

This is not a Pinterest recipe, I usually only do these post when they come from Pinterest but this is such a great, quick and easy recipe, I thought I'd share! My mom has been making this for years, like I seriously don't remember a time she didn't make this. It was definitely a usual during ball season and ballet lessons when we were younger!

Ingredients:
Ground Beef
Kraft Macaroni & Cheese (You can use whatever kind you want, this is just what I use!)
Creme of Chicken


Step 1: Cook the ground beef...obviously. 
Step 2: Cook the Mac & Cheese :)
Step 3: Combine the 3 ingredients....and mix well! 


Step 4: Pour into greased casserole dish..

Preheat oven to 375 and cook for 20 minutes. after 15 I take it out to add some shredded cheese to the top and let it melt for about 5 more minutes in the oven. 


Tada! Yummy and Easy!!